BSG - Chapter 41
Chapter 41
Yun Youqing had slept enough to compensate. After lunch, she went into her art studio. In the dead of winter, she rarely felt like seriously painting a piece. Paint what? She didn't know. Yet, the moment her brush touched the paper, the answer revealed itself. Light, flowing lines. A clean, decisive style. Before long, an image took shape on the paper. It was a woman. The woman had a head of elegant short hair and a pair of long, graceful hands. She wore a black blouse, the cuffs still open and unadjusted. Her hands, with their distinct knuckles and bones, were fastening buttons—leisurely, methodically, very refined. The brows and eyes, sketched in a few strokes, were slightly lowered. Even without words, they were captivating.
Yun Youqing set down her brush and quietly looked at the person in the painting. Her mind automatically replayed the sweetness of this morning with Shen Wenxin. Among it all, the most unforgettable was Shen Wenxin allowing her to undo her buttons. Her spontaneous impulse had lingered only on two buttons. She could see Shen Wenxin's collarbone. She could see Shen Wenxin's chest. And then, she didn't dare go lower. Afraid Shen Wenxin wouldn't permit it. Also afraid her own mind would run wild. Just accidentally glimpsing Shen Wenxin's chest yesterday had already made her think so much. If she were to personally unbutton it and see... that would be disastrous! She naturally had desire for Shen Wenxin. Romantic desire, physical desire. Then... did Shen Wenxin feel the same for her? Does she want to do it with me? Has she ever thought about taking things further with me? Can she accept this kind of more intimate love? When I flirted with her like that this morning, did it stir even the slightest, similar thought in her heart?
Yun Youqing didn't know. She gazed at the person on the easel, her thoughts drifting further and further away.
On the other side, Shen Wenxin was also thinking about this. She was surprised by her own curiosity regarding this other aspect of Yun Youqing, yet she couldn't help but ponder whether Yun Youqing wanted to, whether she was willing. She herself was willing. As early as when Jin Hanshuang helped her clarify her sexual orientation, she had confirmed it. She wanted more than just kissing Yun Youqing. Everything related to Yun Youqing, a closer relationship with her—she wanted to explore, to possess. Then, would Yun Youqing be willing? Although Yun Youqing drew explicit pictures right in front of her, and did that to her first thing in the morning—it was indeed a bit mischievous—she didn't want to equate these actions with "willing." Her Youqing was just a person with lots of ideas and lots of nerve. Just because she did one thing didn't automatically mean she consented to another, right? That would be way too barbaric.
Shen Wenxin pondered silently, not listening to the host on stage at all. What a mess. Her mind was completely full of those things Yun Youqing drew. Even superimposed with Yun Youqing's own face. "... " Shen Wenxin silently propped her forehead. Her mind was wandering.
Past ten at night, Yun Youqing finally waited until Shen Wenxin came home. The moment Shen Wenxin entered, she leaned in and sniffed her, just like Xiaoba. The warm breath from her nose brushed across Shen Wenxin's neck, tickling her so much she couldn't help but laugh. She raised a hand to steady her girlfriend's shoulders and made her look at her. "What are you doing?"
Yun Youqing: "Smelling if you've been drinking."
Shen Wenxin smiled knowingly and stroked her face. "No. I don't drink at business dinners." She simply refused; she wouldn't indulge those stinky men. Anyone who wanted to burn bridges with her could try to persuade her. She hadn't reached her current position by being a pushover.
Yun Youqing curved her eyes. "That's good~" She wrapped her arms around her girlfriend's neck, kissed Shen Wenxin's cheek, then kissed her lips, full of love. "Hard work today, too." Then she asked, "Did you find time to think of me?"
Hearing this, Shen Wenxin chuckled softly. "Yes." Way too many times. To the point of reversing the natural order—finding time to work, instead.
Yun Youqing was satisfied and happily acted cute at Shen Wenxin. "I thought of you today, too. Even while painting, I was thinking of you. In the end, I drew lots of you."
Shen Wenxin raised an eyebrow. "Show me."
Yun Youqing took her hand and led her into the art studio. Inside, they saw an easel. Yun Youqing led Shen Wenxin around to the front of it. —It really was her. The image of her getting dressed this morning, in the middle of buttoning up. The figure was simply drawn, using only the simplest of colors—black. Crisp black filled the shirt, contrasting with the white of her arms. Her hair was also black; everything else was white. A very clean, refreshing style.
Seeing this painting, Shen Wenxin realized she wasn't the only one thinking about what happened this morning. It was just... the focus might be different.
Shen Wenxin voiced her praise, her eyes full of admiration. "Beautifully drawn." Even such a simple figure drawing, her girlfriend could make it look incredibly beautiful. She turned and wrapped her arm around Yun Youqing's waist, gently pulling her into her arms, her tone laced with a smile. "Our Teacher Yun is truly impressive."
Yun Youqing smiled and hugged her back. Their lips drew closer and closer, until even their breaths intertwined.
Shen Wenxin's kiss today was exceptionally passionate. Desire had been spreading in the bottom of her heart, and upon seeing Yun Youqing, it rapidly ignited, uncontrollably. Wanted the her before her eyes. Wanted more of her. Wanted her willing. Yun Youqing clearly felt Shen Wenxin's passion. Shen Wenxin kissed her very deeply, and the hands holding her waist held on very tightly, like a reunion after a long separation. She must have missed her a lot today. Yun Youqing couldn't help but think that.
Finally, a long, satisfying yet reluctant kiss came to an end. Their foreheads touched. The sweet taste lingered in their hearts. At this moment, nothing could be more blissful than having her by her side.
After a good while, Shen Wenxin finally spoke again, breaking the tranquil silence. "Youqing." "Mm?" "I'm going to take a shower." "Okay, go ahead. Take a hot bath and warm up your body." As soon as Yun Youqing finished speaking, she heard Shen Wenxin laugh. A very soft, very gentle laugh. And then, she heard Shen Wenxin ask something utterly unexpected. "Want to join me?"
Yun Youqing: "?" Yun Youqing: "???" Yun Youqing, who had already showered: "Yes!"
The water temperature was just right. Very comfortable. The warm, orange light enveloped the entire bathroom, making everything clearly visible. Yun Youqing sat in the water, watching Shen Wenxin lift her foot and step into the bathtub. Her face suddenly flushed, her ears and neck also reddening. She saw... Saw everything... They were just so openly, completely exposed to each other! What was worse, Shen Wenxin was completely calm. Not a stitch on, yet perfectly composed, sitting before her, utterly poised, as if welcoming her to look freely. She even moved closer.
Her palm pressed against Yun Youqing's cheek. Shen Wenxin's eyes were also as gentle as water. "Face this red?"
Yun Youqing felt a bit shy herself. "Looking like this... it's hard not to be red."
Shen Wenxin smiled. "Why weren't you blushing when you were drawing those colored pictures right in front of me?"
King of Bold Talk, Yun Youqing: "... " She opened her mouth, then closed it. Two seconds later, "I blush situationally."
Her long hair was all pinned up with a claw clip, her slender neck completely exposed. Now, with both cheeks flushed and eyes sparkling, she was even more beautiful. The mirth in Shen Wenxin's eyes deepened, and she couldn't help but kiss her. "So cute." She glanced at her again and kissed her one more time. "So beautiful." Then, with a shift in topic, "You've already showered, haven't you?"
Yun Youqing didn't deny it. "Washed."
Shen Wenxin said gently, "I'm really sorry, making our Teacher Yun shower a second time."
"What kind of talk is that," Teacher Yun said. "I'm happy to. I'd even shower with you every day!"
As soon as she finished, Shen Wenxin immediately followed up. "You said it."
Yun Youqing: "?" It felt like she really meant she wanted her to shower with her every day—and that would be amazing! Yun Youqing beamed. "Yep. I said it~" Her eyes met Shen Wenxin's, bright and captivating. "If you ever skip showering with me one day, I'll hold you accountable." An open invitation.
Shen Wenxin gently changed her breathing. She noticed Yun Youqing had a mole on her chest. Those colored drawings Yun Youqing had made—in her mind, they now not only had a face, but even that mole on her chest was crystal clear.
She raised her hand and stroked Yun Youqing's face, then unconsciously touched her soft lips. Her eyes held a smile and curiosity, suddenly becoming very alluring. "How will you hold me accountable?" How to hold her accountable...
Yun Youqing thought for a moment and found an answer. "Like this." She opened her lips and took Shen Wenxin's finger into her mouth. This was a very familiar scene for Shen Wenxin. Yun Youqing had done this before. So next should be— Her fingertip touched a soft tongue. It was bitten lightly. Then, an unmistakable wetness spread over her finger, coiling like a swimming snake. Shen Wenxin was momentarily stunned. Yun Youqing was doing this on purpose. She even looked at her with a smile in her eyes as she did it, anticipating her reaction. A bit mischievous. Last time she did this, Shen Wenxin had immediately pulled her finger back, cupped her face, and said she was quite bad. What about this time?
The next second, Yun Youqing's eyebrows arched upward. Shen Wenxin's finger moved. Not pulling away. Rubbing. Entangling with the softness in her mouth, just like the tangling during their kisses. Yun Youqing couldn't help but freeze. The initiative instantly reversed. Shen Wenxin cupped Yun Youqing's face, gazing deeply at her, continuing this game between their lips and tongues, stirring their heartstrings. Faintly, they both sensed the other's longing for them.
The finger withdrew. Lips continued. At this very moment, kissing alone was far from enough. Desire, born in their eyes, grew hotter and hotter, as if it would burn them both to ashes, merge them into one.
Yun Youqing sat on Shen Wenxin. They held each other, skin against skin, chests rising and falling, freely breathing in the fresh air. Yet their eyes couldn't bear to leave each other for a moment. Yun Youqing looked down at Shen Wenxin, gently tucking her hair behind her ear. Shen Wenxin lowered her head, and her tender lips landed on that mole on Yun Youqing's chest. Yun Youqing couldn't help but sigh softly.
Shen Wenxin raised her head again to look at Yun Youqing and asked a question that Yun Youqing had long been waiting for, the very one she had been thinking about all day. "Shall I keep kissing downward?" Shall we? Are you willing? With me.
Yun Youqing's eyes instantly lit up even more. She had finally waited for this! A beautiful nightlife was waving at her! "Yes!" She wrapped her arms around Shen Wenxin's neck. The desire in her eyes, just like her sparkling gaze, was undisguised. "Want you to kiss lots and lots."
The resolute answer put Shen Wenxin at ease and made her happy. So she wasn't the only one with a wandering mind, after all. It was time for them to engage in some pleasant adult activities.
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